|Like an unfinished book|

okay..

2 songs

Guess i'll start with CONFUSED, because thats what I am. When you do things like THIS, then I feel like i'm being pushed away and makes me want to quit, but when you do things like THAT, I know that everythings going to be okay and i'm happy with where everything is. And then theres also the OTHER THING you do, and it makes me feel like I do want this but theres no hope.

I'll start with THAT. You've been doing things like that for some time now, and thats when i've been feeling so secure, so happy, so good like that 1st time feeling and so perfect. Everything was all good when you do things the way you did. But then you started doing things like this..

And now its making me think. Think about all the little "what if..", "am i..." or "but then.." arguments in my head. When you do things like this I think that maybe i'm Doing To Much. Then I start thinking of the other options, and how i really think i feel. Like when im with you I feel like i dont want to let go but it hurts to stay, and when im without you its so easy to think of just leaving because i feel as if im the only one keeping this going. When you do the things like THIS I get angry and think of those kind of things and i feel as if its so easy to be Fallin Out. Then after you do things like this and were in person, it becomes that OTHER THING.

Were there, physically in person, just hanging out. Youre doing that OTHER THING, and i know i have no conrtol. Thats where it hurts the most. The whole time its been your choice, your decission, your word, your say, your control. Ive done my part, and thats all i can do. And with the way youve been doing things, i have no clue with whats going on or how all of this is going to end up, and i get so scared. So scared to loose you.

I dont want to but i think im slowly Fallin out.