If you don't want to be here then leave already. It's not like you show your face around anways. Once you get here you cloister yourself and stay there. You don't appriciate the food here, you don't do anything around here, and you treat him like you don't need him, so why are you still here? I don't appreciate you walking around here doing the things you do. And you certainly don't appreciate the things we do around here. I feel sorry for him because you once made him happy, and now your taking him for granted.
current mood: muy buena
Estoy muy muy contenta. Yo no se porque, yo apenas estoy. Todos es gran. ¿El sol es brillante, si? Yo tengo que limpiar la casa. Pero que no problemo, por que estoy ameroso el sol! Tus muchas gracias por escuchas. Ciao!
Yeah i miss the summer, the sand, the water, and especially the sun. I can't believe i actually got a sun burn last summer. What kinda flip gets a sunburn? I'm not sure, but this summer i'll be currful :) Sunburns hurt way to much, i'm not going to go through the sticky a** lotion and sleeping unevenly again!I'm so glad the sun is starting to come out. Its been gone for too hella damn long. 6 more months & 11 more days. "Watch out, cas is on the road!" Yeeeah. Summer should be good. Summer should be reaaal guuuuud. BUT plenty of good things to come before then. Like...
-Gets a job
-School, duh!
-Grad?
-PRACTICE driving ...ALOT
-Spring break conf. plan (?)
-Take curr of my shh
-Dance stuff
-Goal of finally finishing my painting
Many places to go, lots to do, much to take care of.
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Poetry contest? Free entry? Free prizes? Okay.
love song
Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song'cause you asked for it'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today
I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song'cause you asked for it'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today
Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I sayI won't write you a love song'cause you asked for it'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song'cause you asked for it'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason toWrite you a love song today
When you're angry, some things are left better unsaid.
But when you keep things unsaid, you do things you might
end up regreting later. Like ripping up something that once
ment something to you. And then throwing it away in the
garbage at school on purpose because you know you wont
be able to get it back. Or wanting to talk to someone you
shouldn't be talking to. Or do things that you shouldn't be
doing.It's hard to have control over your feelings. Especially
when they are that strong.
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You know it would be nice if you could be there, and actually
BE THERE. Moments like that are not very often. When in
need of support, it'd be nice to get a little. I needed that, at
that specific moment. But you were too busy.
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Oops. Too late now.
you know?
what's valentines?
oh yeah.. that. Why don't we just show love every day of the year?
I'm not hating but i must admit.. i'm a sucker for that romantic stuff. Not that corney stuff, don't get me wrong, but the sweet surprises'. It just hits me, right in the heart.
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YUP i hate you. Why can't you just drop it? You're not going to believe me no matter what i say, so just stop trying to make it a big deal, take what you want, and leave me alone? I can't STAND you sometimes. Your like that annoying fly that buzzes around you that you can't see or get rid of. Ahh grow up & don't get mad at me for something you did 1st, and worst. I know every one can be hypocritical at times but you just crossed the line with it. & i can't believe you actually told on me to mom & dad, and called my friends. Ridiculous.
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Needed to get out today. Once again good chill night with the 2 favorites. Haha as always, Ian pays for everything. But we'll make it up to you. One day you'll see. Mann it's good to reminice about the good times. Especially when we all just met. Those nights were the best. Can't believe how late we were allowed to stay out. 2 sometimes 3 in the am? We had it good, but we were so young? Crazy, i know, but fun. Days like that would never be the same again. We hit our highest point that from everything else on, just felt like it was going downwards. & it has, but we got to the point where all we need is what we have now.
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NTS: get a better book for doodles
& possibly more tools
LOUD
Loud music.. sounds better. Loud talking.. kind of annoying. Loud yelling.. scarey.
Stop yelling. Please?
My 1st ever
DANCE HERO: JOE <3
A dancer is only as good as their choreo. In this case, thats no problem for Joe.
parable - I AM DONKEY
"One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried pietrously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old, that the well needed to be covered anyway and that it just wasn't work retrieving the donkey. So he invited all his neighbours to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazment, he quietended down. A few shouvel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that his his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off, and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbours continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off! "
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off, and take a step up.
Got em'
A: Film/Video 11/12
B: Espanol 11
C: Engrish 11
D: Art 11/12
SO HAPPY I DROPPED THEATRE.
...weirdos.
blk A&D should be fun. Don't think its possible for both of us to be skipping those blocks. I gotta keep that in mind.
ACCEPTANCE
I accept the way I am,
though I know I'm not all great.
I accept what has been put before me,
even though things are a struggle.
I accept the things I have,
because I know many that take theirs for granted.
Acceptance...
one step closer to happiness.
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