days; just wasting away

been so out of it latley. so tired, so dead, so repetative.

exhausted all the time, all day. i think i need to start drinking energy drinks if i want to stay awake the whole day.


talking about grad to the parents is offcially taboo. i know its got to be done, but i'm really pushin it.

oh dance how you bring me pain but at the same time pleasure

why is everything the same? so repetative, so bland, so yesterday. what happend to fun, surprises, change? i can't wait till this school year is over. i cant wait to get outta there, go somwhere new. it'll be one of those "new beginning" kind of things. gr.12 better be awesome, or else i'm gonna be really sad.

room is so clean. schools been so organized, its been so easy(now that i'm actually attending classes). families just fine. self..? got pretty burnt out.

braces make me speak infrofer engris. effing backwire!

its like i'm givin up, but i haven't said so. fallin out.. acually, its more like "w.e."

what the heck your back again? >=( that was fast

good part to this: the sun.
how i longed for your shine

wasting away till the return of something new