Hip (Slang) :
1. familiar with or informed about the latest ideas, styles, developments, etc.: My parents aren't exactly hip, you know.
Hop (Informal) :
5. To dance.
STOKED
Felt so good to be back on that stage, in the spot light, and dancing my heart out. I was SO proud of myself that night, you don't understand how hard i tried. & it hurt because i tried so hard, litterally. It was so hard to breathe, especially with being sick and all. But it felt SO GOOD. Its so undescribably, you just have to experience it yourself.
I'm so happy with being back on track, and going through this busy dance schedual. & now this oppourtunity. Thats just something i cannot pass up. Not with this drive, nuh uh. Imagin if i actually went to Worlds?! Oh man i don't want to jinx it.
Next week solo choreo gots to be done. Finally got my song, and the reason behind that song. Explain details another time, once its been performed.
Just For Kicks
"If you woke up, and you had the greatest day of your life, why would you need to live anymore? You know theres always something better, something iller. Thats why we keep going."
-Tommy Rebel
Whats school?
Oh yeah the thing i hate right now.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
YEP, can't do that.
Why? Because i procrastinate..
for example, this blog.
Metaphor: Physically visualized through my eyes my own dilema
The sun.
Bright & hot.
The wind.
Cold.
In my room looking for what to wear this morning.
Look outside the window & i see the sun coming though.
Expectaions? A little warm, but still got to be prepared.
Unknowingly i step outside my door,
in a rush towards the bus,
I feel the the wind.
The cold wind.
Damn.
2nd thought came over me.
Quickly change?
No time.
Not as prepared as i thought i'd be,
But without a second look i went anyways.
My mistake.
Mis-led?
A little.
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Looked, but not twice: Prepared
Way to school: Freezing
Indoors w/the sun through the window: Heated
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I thought i was ready to get out there. I was so ready i didn't think to make a second check. As soon as i got out there, it was hard.. it was cold. And in the end i felt the pain, the suffering & the burn.
"Leave me alone, i'm in my zone."
SUNDAY: Always a good day for your self to just chill.
[Out with mom]
Usual sunday breakfast, and then headed to PoCo. Finally exchanged my jeans for a bigger size. Yet when i got home, i wanted the bigger pair i tried on. & again, exchanging my jeans are on my list of things to do. Why does H&M have to have ages instead of sizes?! Yeah i'm still kid sizes, but clearly i'm not the right age. Sucks to be me. Headed to WINNERS, & finaly got my new pages for my story for 08'. I've been waiting since the begining of the year to get that, my goodness!
Alright, it's time to lock down on the books & get to studying.
ONE
The Rhythm The Beat The Love ...and you don't stop
Dear headache,
my pain killers told me to tell you to "F*@¿ OFF!"
with love: CP
i've hurt myself by hurting you
You don't understand. I'm trying to figure out what i want, and what i don't want, but its so much harder than you think. I know i don't want to do certain things cause i feel that you don't deserve that from me. Though i want to, i hold back, or just "run away from it." I do these things, cause i don't want to hurt again. I know thats what the outcome will be if i get weak, so i try to stay strong, and hold back, but you & i both know its hard. Understand that, cause you should already know.
we moved into things really fast, we went through alot really fast, and we ended things fast.
understood & accepted.
Ok now thats done with
next concentration : me... & then school
eff!
ps: i'm tired
update
Busing every morning is such an adventure. Latley i've been running into people i haven't seen in a while. Yesterday it was J.P. and today was M.A. & N.P. Its nice to stop and be able to say hi. Why is it still snowing? I really hate walking in slushy snow. Please go away.
So we're back to school. What a drag. Philosophy test/essay thing tmr. Not really prepared, but its ok. Math, is getting boring. I hate Bio, but its a fun class to be in. Socials provincial coming up, not sure if i'm prepared. Man these classes are going to be ending sooner than i think. But 2nd sem will be fun. Video, Art, Theater, English. SO easy! But maybe i wont have those classes. 2nd sem is coming up pretty soon, and maybe if things change, it'll be easier for me. Maybe even better for me... Father keeps asking, trying to pursuade, but who knows. Seems kinda like it'll be better. & Father knows my deal, so he knows that it should be easier to change. Who knows..
Next year plan want to take SP11 since i didn't take it this year, Physics11, cause i took stupid Bio, Math12, Eng12 (duh!), Law12, InfoTech, & Art12. Hopefully i'll get the classes i want, where ever i go next year.
CSI i missed you! I have time to watch tv again. I almost forgot how good the show was. "Reunited & it feels so good". SUNDAY CSI LAS VEGAS 4 HOURS! Good, cause i need to catch up.
Art i missed you, and DANCE i missed you the most!
Finally back to my roots. With the new set i got for christmas drawing has been taking up sometime in my life, and i think i'm getting better. "Practice makes perfect". Soon enough i'll get back to the liquid colours, and start watery liquid colours. Love my new set!!!
OK so i need to start my choreo for the "this is my life song, & heres my dance" thing for Li.FE. Choreo wasn't the problem, choosing the song was the HARDEST part. I still don't know if the song i picked was perfect, but i got to get it done asap!
I love my cds, my r4, my art set, my shirt, my dad.
Kay.. guess i should start with my long list of things that have to get done tonight.
last piece of winter break
SO last night was fun :)
& depressing
BUT still fun
& hella exausting
BUT hyper
& kinda angry
BUT still fun :)
It was like my whole winter break sumed up into one night. It was pretty crrrassey.
EFF schools tmr, SO MUCH LAUNDRY TO DO TODAY. Good thing I don't have homework :D
FINALLY GOT MY SHIRT <3
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LET IT GO
BREAKING POINT
NEVER BEEN SO MAD, PISSED, ANGRY, SAD, SCARED, & WORRIED BEFORE.. &I NEVER HATED YOU TILL NOW
FUCK
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NOTHINGS HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!
where THE HELL are you?!?!?!
Just stuff
People can do amazing things. Amazing things such as ...
i'm getting addicted to tetris, and look what i found..
Human Art. Who woulda' thunk?
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Hey...
Don't loose me.
"The smaller the heel the more down to earth"
Yeah I do wear heels.. but i'd pick sneakers over heels anyday.
Try that for size.
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