shitty ass problems
fck shit.
screw this...
FUCKING LOVING SUMMER
tin&kylie... :) goodtimes
lets have a not sleep over again.
love you girls
THATS ALL WE NEED, YEP.
look what you guys did to me!
I'M CUSSING. oh no :(
ASSHOLES (summer crew)
MI FINE DE SEMMANISIMA
= my super weekend
this would have to be the best weekend so far.
thurs19-sun22
POINTFORM
thurs.
-*went to school/worked on doc.
-headed to gford
-*chilled with the boys
-wendys
-court
-*sickstylz! :)
-mcds
-homefree
fri.
-headed to jh
-chilled with the girls (imt)
-shopped for na's grad .ish
-swimming @ kitts
-ians palce
-*yellowreebokclasics;thanks (sere)na
sat.
-*did na' hair @ 5:30 in the am!
-*dragon boat fest. - face painted
-tired as hell!
-stayed home for the rest of the day
sun.
-Jolin's BDAY!
-chilled w/jerome before shift
-*dragon boat fest. - more face&body painting
-*visited by: serena&ian, miko&karl
-headed to ginos
-*bbq w/SICKSTYLZSYMPHONY
-homefree
* = ELABORATE
[thurs]
jel, our doc. is looking so sick. i'm proud of us :)
i never heard so much trivia on comiscs before. So much about MARVEL i never knew.
man you don't even understand how much i miss dancing. this skinny a** mirror in my room isn't enough
[fri]
okay, so it was me & serenas first time going into valuevillage, though i've been wanting to go for some time now, just not alone. we look around and i find this really goodlooking purse for 8bucks, hella cheep, and hella gorgeous! was planning to get it until serena and i check out all the funky shoes they got up on the racks. and what do you know, serena finds a pair of bright yellow shoes in the kids section, just as we were about to make fun of how bright it was, we realise they are high-top reebok classics. & what do you know, THEY WE'RE A PERFECT FIT! we practically jacked the shoes cause theywere only $6.99! thank you serena for finding and buying me last years birthday present. haha i love you bestfriend! (as if we don't say that enough, right?) HAHA!
[sat]
man for one practice on friday night, we did a pretty good job on picking the hairstyle. honestly its was a little fluke on how good i made you're hair look, especially considering we did it at 6 in the am. when do we ever sleep early, and wake up early? NEVER! i guess that was another 1st for us. anyways you looked gorgeous!
oh my gosh, little kids are SO CUTE. i met so many interesting kids from facepainting. some had the highest voices in the world, with the biggest eyes, and the strangest questions and the cutest remarks. it was funner than i expected.
[sun]
like i said before, so many interesting people. only the people from sanfran asked for big body paintings. one guy asked for a butterfly on his back, haha it turned out nicer than i thought :) yay me. i'm pretty sure he liked it, he said he would even have that as a tattoo, haha! another said he wanted a dragon! oh my gosh, i have no clue how to draw a dragon rather than paint one. but i still made an attempt. wasn't bad, again turned out better than i thought haha. yay for me.
to the people to made it out to visit, thanks :) haha it honestly made it so much better. last hour of my shift was the best! i painted snoopy&woodstock on mikos abdomen, painted a lizard on karls forearm (i think) and put tats on all of us. haha gts.
maaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, sickstylz bbq was so dope, but we were missing SO many people! that was a seriously long ass play-list with the craziest beats! sessioning like thaat.. i felt like i fell in love all over again! you feel so free, and so right when you hit thoughs beats. HAHA GINO our new move, we're so going to battle one day ! SERIOUSLY! mann, oh mann, oh mann! can't wait for friday ! WOO OPEN STUDIO!!!
What made my whole weekend was the sun peaking through more often than it has in the past few weeks.
I LOVE YOU SUN, please stay all summer.
my sunlight on a rainy day
Cirque Du Soleil Corteo
wow! I don't think i'll get another chance to see something like that again. Unless serena & i go see it when we go to vegas! But i have to say that was amazing! I loved every min of it. Its something you can't exactly explain, you just have to be there to know what i mean. My favourite part was the midget lady was floating from 6 GINORMOUS helium filled ballons and she just walked/hopped on the crowds hands as they raised them when she was coming by. My mom & i had fun :)
wow! I don't think i'll get another chance to see something like that again. Unless serena & i go see it when we go to vegas! But i have to say that was amazing! I loved every min of it. Its something you can't exactly explain, you just have to be there to know what i mean. My favourite part was the midget lady was floating from 6 GINORMOUS helium filled ballons and she just walked/hopped on the crowds hands as they raised them when she was coming by. My mom & i had fun :)
Sun's out; now it feels like SUMMER
1) Happy Fathers day! - bbq/rockband was fun with the males of the family, but the real celebration is tmr.
2) Congratulations Jamie Jane, I can't believe you're leaving at the end of august. But know for a fact that I'll be visiting. Your celebration was fun. Frick I want a lap-top, and A LOT of free money from strangers.
*on the phone*
p1: So what are you doing?
p2: ...
-long silence-
p2: Who me?
p1: no I'm asking my door...
"There's your sign"
Haha that's good hick-comedy. I'm going to miss just watching TV for hours with you.
3) SYTYCD pt.2 - The new "jabba" group from the west side with all the breaker boys got me thinking. Before i actually saw them perform i thought they were cocky-ish, and i wasn't too fond of them. But i changed my mind once i saw them break. Okay, it was pretty damn hot, kind of a turn on :P I think i like them :)
Sucks for Jeff Vs team. I thought they'd go further but after watching their routine compared to the others changed my mind. Too bad.
4)CSI - i don't like the re-runs after school. I've seen all of them like 5 times by now. Sundays are a good day to watch because of the marathon, and late at night on weekdays. Guess I'll stick to that since it seems like I'm missing out on the newer episodes. I'm not liking the New Guy. Grisom's "replacement" or something like that. He's so sketch. His stupid flashbacks ruin the feng shui of the show, which is why i like the show. So the change sucks, they should just keep the CSILV squad as is. No more new characters please.
5) I shouldn't talk when I'm intoxicated. Sorry.
6) Opened up the water colours, and experimented a bit. Eh not bad, but i think when i plan it out like i do in class it ends up SO much better. Mom's framing the one i finished during class, I'm still waiting for it to come back. I should start getting together my portfolio :) - Excited for school
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Picture this...
There's a cliff.
Bottom of the cliff is a farm
Top of the cliff there's the city
Edge of the cliff is a boulder blocking the city
Now how would you feel if you were standing on the edge of the cliff waiting to get to the city because you rather not live in the farm?
You see the farm is safe. You do your work, you get things done, but its just not as great as living in the city would be.
In the city you got everything, things are better than safe, things in the city feel more right.
Sure there are going to be some political problems and such but you deal with it.
But see I'm at the edge of the cliff. I met my halfway just by climbing that cliff, but all it is now is the waiting game. Waiting for something to happen for that big boulder to move out of my way so i can get to the city. Climbing there was hard enough, but waiting for something to happen is so much harder than you may think. You'll never know when that something you've been waiting for comes, or even if it will come at all. You stay there and you starve, but you don't want to miss your chance. You start getting impatient. Everything starts getting to you. You think about going back down the cliff, but you rather wait and TRY to be patient rather than miss your chance.
But for some reason you start to question everything again and again, even though you KNOW you're going to stay. It may be cruel, but its what i chose.
Think about it.
what's with all this fine print?
when you see fine print, it's all that stuff
you don't want to read, but you got to read.
the "check of these.."
the "guarantees"
the "this is your own warranty"
the "make sure of this.."
and "don't do these.."
while you listen to Lupe sing "stack that cheese"
you're reading this
but you mumble these
words that you don't really seize
or care to think about
so you just breeze
through the fine print
that all just a tease.
-1.24.08/11.52-12.03
Teach me
first and formost i'd like to say...
I'm proud of you.
You walked the stage,
you officially graduated,
you finished highschool.
stay on the optomistic
side of things.. Love You.
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i wish i could be gone for a while :)
i missed it when i was on vacation.
*sigh*
you only get it once in a life time
And there it was.
Prom
Yeah it wasn't my prom night, but it took me so long just to do my own hair & make up. But it was worth it in the end. I'm really proud of you. Its funny how you kept stressing over credits when you already had more than enough. Each of those credits earned by every class you've been in since grade 8, or you could look at is as 5 years. You worked hard throughout high school and this was your weekend to celebrate. I hope it was just as good as you expected it to be, you deserve it. Hopefully i was a good-enough escort for you. I really did enjoy myself, and i'm glad i stayed for 2nd semester. I have no idea what it would have been like if i didn't stay, and i don't care to imagine. I know i've only been in your life for 2 years, but it almost seems like i've been there ever since, and I hope those 2 years means just as much to you as it does to me. I guess what i'm trying to say is..
thank you for being a big part in my life, and congratulations.
Prom
Yeah it wasn't my prom night, but it took me so long just to do my own hair & make up. But it was worth it in the end. I'm really proud of you. Its funny how you kept stressing over credits when you already had more than enough. Each of those credits earned by every class you've been in since grade 8, or you could look at is as 5 years. You worked hard throughout high school and this was your weekend to celebrate. I hope it was just as good as you expected it to be, you deserve it. Hopefully i was a good-enough escort for you. I really did enjoy myself, and i'm glad i stayed for 2nd semester. I have no idea what it would have been like if i didn't stay, and i don't care to imagine. I know i've only been in your life for 2 years, but it almost seems like i've been there ever since, and I hope those 2 years means just as much to you as it does to me. I guess what i'm trying to say is..
thank you for being a big part in my life, and congratulations.
its just not working
you know this whole under pressure, last min planning, late payments, contradicting arguments, over lapping plans, force of rebel just isn't working for me.
i honestly can't wait till these couple weeks are over.
i don't even care right now, i just want to get it over and DONE with.
with or without the fun, rain or shine, just let it pass already.
this stupid position is making me so angry. by the end of june i believe i'll be .01 balance, stuck in the house, looking out the window watching the rain pour down while thinking about how badley global warming is hitting us since it would be july in about a week or so.
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i need more practice on the road.
i don't feel like celebrating this year.
i just want the sun. please!
i think its the only think that doesn't make me mad. sun.
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