its just not working

you know this whole under pressure, last min planning, late payments, contradicting arguments, over lapping plans, force of rebel just isn't working for me.

i honestly can't wait till these couple weeks are over.
i don't even care right now, i just want to get it over and DONE with.
with or without the fun, rain or shine, just let it pass already.

this stupid position is making me so angry. by the end of june i believe i'll be .01 balance, stuck in the house, looking out the window watching the rain pour down while thinking about how badley global warming is hitting us since it would be july in about a week or so.

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i need more practice on the road.
i don't feel like celebrating this year.
i just want the sun. please!

i think its the only think that doesn't make me mad. sun.

2 comment(s):

arjel ace rivera said...

im sorry to hear

arjel ace rivera said...

thats why i called you to say thank you through the phone, you didnt have to remove it.
and yenno re-reading this entry, you'll regret wanting it all done with, these are my precious moments especially with you in school... just so you know. id rather have you remove this entry then the last one.