i wasn't like this..

i wasn't like this before i met you

when we started seeing each other thats when we were cool
i think we were at our most chill and self state
and thats what made us want to be together

things were so fine and with the rough spots we went by
we'd argue and fight but we'd make up like it was no big

we got through the HARDEST sittuations.
you know all that stuff we've been through
i doubt that any of them have done

shit got real hard and it took forever to patch up..

well we thought we patched things up

it was more like a hole in the wall and we just
put a poster over it
yeah things may look good
but the hole is still there

and ever since.. you've somehow acted on it
things always came back up again

i really wish i could have done so much more
just to fix everything
but there was nothing left i could have done

things never went back to being the same
like the days we 1st chilled

especially those late nights with your cousin
and my sister
haha, those were good days

but things change,
people change.
but you can't control change
change controls you

its really hard to see that
we've both changed so much

i used to be chill
i used to not give a what
but being with you changed me
everything we been through
changed me

now i'm this.

and you.

you've changed too.
sometimes i don't know who you are
when you say those things you do
i try not to believe that you've become
that person

but then i realise that..
i've changed you too.

we've changed together.
but grew apart.

kinda ironic isn't it?

but who knows
maybe we'll change again

we'll change, but when we're apart
and maybe we'll grow back
... but together.

but we will leave that for the future
cause we still have to work with the present

i'll let the past be in the past.
and maybe tomorrow
will be a "new" start to the future.


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nts: you can't change the past.

july22'08