INDULGE; THESUN&AVOCADO

woke up underneath a pile of unfolded laundry. why? because i didn't want to put my clean clothes on the floor, and i was too tired after work to fold it all. throughout the day i spent majority of the time organizing my whole room. my dunnies are finally back on display, no more hiding in that shoe box, you can see the light. speaking of light, the SUN WAS GORGEOUS today. the whole time i was cleaning my room i was just listening to music with my windows wide open enjoying the presence of the sunlight shining in my room. you could imagine how good it felt to feel the sun again. it really is almost a cure for my emotions. i know its cliche, but I LOVE THE SUN! ahhhhh 

after all the organizing and folding, and 'advantage taking of the sun' i headed to work. dressed up all pretty cause i was hostesing tonight. as i was standing there looking like a hostess, i was watching the food go by, and i saw that salad i had last week. the one with the chicken, goat cheese, and avocado! then i started to crave avocado. well not just avocado, avocado milkshake! so i asked graem (floor manager) if i could buy a full avocado from the kitchen. Head chef said yes, for 2bucks! kinda expensive, but at the end of the night graem didn't make me pay for it haha. So i asked the bartender if he could blend it up for me. you know, avocado, milk, and ice. then once he gave it to me i added 7 packs of sugar haha :) i know its a lot but its so good, if you tasted it you wouldn't complain! everybody in the kitchen, and almost all of the staff was wondering what the heck i was doing. making an avocado into a drink?! haha ohh white people.  they thought i was crazy and that it would not taste very good. HA i proved them wrong. they got all curious on me and gave in for a taste. even boss chris liked it. it was actually better then i usually make it. i think it was the blender. either way it tasted good, and this little asian didn't look so crazy to the caucasians anymore :) and thats the moral of the story. 

.. haha JK

TIMES ARE GOOD

WOW 1st semester is DONE. Have you noticed how sunny it was a few days ago? It honestly felt like summer. It made my spirit just lift up throughout the day. And now that we are currently going through the semester break (no school right now) i've been feeling like its summer. Done with school, no homework, or test to be worrying about, doing sht all during the day, and just going to work. It's all making me anticipate summer. By that time i'll be out of high school. OH MY, i hardly look like I'm out of elementary ha ha. But its all good. 2nd semester is going to be FABULOUS! History- not a problem, art- "[i] can do what ever [i] like", dance- should i even explain?, and art again - :) .  Times are good.

my phone is pretty out dated (1st blackberry created, you know the one that looks like a blue brick ;) and my plan is ending on the 25th of nov. SO i got it renewed today, so i have a new data plan by mid-night, and my new phone (bb curve8900) should be coming in the next 3-5 bidnuss days. YUP. after 3 years, of switching from a silver razor, or a pink razor, to this outdated blackberry. FINALY!

BTW "LOVELY BONES" by ALICE SEBOLD,  is such a good read! 

WELL RECOMMENDED!

DIET - mine is horrible. i've been eating A LOT lately, its not exactly effecting me, but i know the stuff i've been eating is just not healthy. You know, pizza, chicken chow mein, high5 (chocolate cake), and all that BigRidge kind of food. And i eat so much of it. I feel that i should cut a few things out, cause its just not healthy! Everyones saying that one day it will hit me, and i'm just waiting for that day. Maybe then i'll actually create a diet for myself haha. BUT until then i'm going to enjoy my fatty foods while i can :)

i cannot get enough of my high5 cake. everybody at work always asks me "Cas, are you getting your usual tonight?" and for a while our restaurant ran out of my cake! They told me that the restaurant never used to run out of the high5s until i started working there. Haha i've had a piece of high5 cake almost every shift i've worked. Its horrible. Haha :) Oh well.

OK so listen and watch this.. SO VERY GOOD :) makes me happy haha. ONE

TRAVIS MCCOY, BE MY VALENTINE?

SO NO, i didn't go to lilwayne&tpains concert. Yeah i missed gymclassheroes :(
when will they ever come back? I don't know, but i hope its soon.

Isn't he just ... <3, yeah he is =D


was searching up Rles. and found her. Shes so cute, so good, and i'm so jealous haha
but i love this video. kind of "addicted"... if you were a Ryanleslie fan you would get it ;)

CHECK IT OUT.

currently chilling at work sitting in table C. Yeah my table :) haha and I'm waiting for my food to arrive. It is my first time odering this 7oz. Halibut so we'll see how this all works out. I actually haven't hosted in a while. I got so used to busing it was hard for the first hour alone. Hosted with Richelle tonight. Always fun cause she's hillarious, especially when she zones out! Always makes me laugh. Its was busy tonight , as every Saturday night is. Huge line at the door but obviously Richelle and i ripped it up. Shoot we could handle anything. So there's a new busset in town. She's in her 20s I'm guessing and there is just one thing that bugs me about her. She does my pet peeve! You know, when a stranger calls you "sweetie" or "hunnie"... IT just REALLY gets to me. Its not like you really know me that well so why are you calling me that? I don't understand! Other then that one thing she is extremely nice and sweet.

So I got my dinner. Ummm sauteed halibut is a very yummy! And these mash potatoes are buttered up like crazy! Sooooo goooood! Who ever made this made it with love. I can taste it! Hahaha

This really is a useless blog to read but I am inasanely bored.
One of the best things about working in a restaurant is the unlimited drinks! Fricken icetea all day non-stop! I love it!!

I'm in a good mood :)

This fish is really good.

I feel like dancing.

Haha ok I don't think this specific blog could be any more lame. So good bye.


Oh and yeah I have another blogspot! Its not replacing this one. This blog (selah) is for my blogs that are more about daily ish. You know what ever pops up in my head kinda ish. And my new blog (dancelife) is well basically my blogs about what's going on with my dance life haha pretty self explanitory but yet I still explained it anyways, wooow lame! Haha so check it out, it looks kinda cool but its still in the making!

This is my dancelife! Enjoy

MAIN LINE // LAST CALL

So after 3+ months of working at BIG RIDGE i've only recently learned the meanings of "Mainline" and "Last call." Well actually, last call is kind of a give in, but okay i've just recently found of the meaning of mainline. I thought they meant the same thing, and just had like a fancier name or something. But i was wrong. Mainlines when the grill is pretty much down. So no steaks or anything like that will be cooked after mainline has been called. For people that don't know that already haha. Stupid intro for a blog, but w/e :)

Yesterday Jan 3 09 :
My day off oh work. Thank goodness cause last weekend i worked from friday to monday. ERRDAY OF THE DAMN WEEKEND. So it was nice to have a bit of weekend, even though its winter break. :) So I got up, and went on the computer. Couple friends from work wanted to eat out. Where did we go? What do you know, to WORK! Haha yeah we ate at BigRidge. I guess i didn't mind because i didn't have to work, and since its literally only an 8 min walk from my house. I didn't have plans until later that night anyways. After LINER i went home. Basement is pretty much finished now. Our theater is now working (or supposed to be, but my brother messed up the projector) and the furniture is all in place.

Today Jan 4 09 :
Woke up around 1020, convinced mother to let me go take another class at harbour. Met up with Marc, and we took Eric's hip hop class. He made his routine to a new song by Mims, and most of it was krump. Hella fun. Worked my body like crazy. After class Marc & I headed to the Scocia bank dance centre. We were just taking on of the classes so the one we were on time for was Popula's class. My muscles are kinda sore from poppin' and my arm muscle feels messed because i hit it to hard. Guess my little body isn't as well shaped for poppin' like it was before haha. It was cool seeing the Groovy G's again. I'm surprised they remember me.. they noticed i got shorter :(... well i'm not sure if its true, but thats what everyone says when i haven't seen them in a long time. Populas class was good, but i think it would have been better to take Jr Boogaloo's class due to his creativeness with choreo. A little more widely ranged.

I love taking drop ins. Its like.. when someone feels frustrated about something like they just got into a fight, or something just ruined their day and they need to go out for a drive/walk or eat .. well thats like me but instead i use drop in classes for that sense of relief and some sort of that sense of "high." It just feels so damn good.

This winter break i've taken 5 classes.
2 at harbour with carmen
1 at drive
1 other one at harbour
& 1 at the scotia dance centre

GREAT PLACES TO BE PEOPLE, GET OUT THERE!!

A total of $77. Some people might think that thats money waisted, but thats $77 dollars worth of 5 classes well spent. It all depends on how much the spender enjoys their class and takes as much out of it as they can. & thats exactly what i did. YAY ME!

I can't get enough of this dance life. No matter how much ish it gets me in. Its ALL WORTH IT.


Speaking of things being "all worth it." I think i must lay some things down.
Sht keeps happening huh? All of this is pretty bad, but we've gone through worst. But this is still pretty bad. We'll get past it. Actually you know what. This is one of the worst that we're going through. Maybe not situational wise.. but "mentally" wise. We've pushed and pulled and yet we're still hanging on. For a little bit i though this thread was going to break. But nope. I was wrong. This isn't a piece of thread. This is one thin ass wire, that looks like a thread, but just isn't going to break. This thing we've got going on is to strong for it to be broken. Like i've said before, this is all pretty damn bad right now, but it will all be worth it. We both know that. We just have to make it like that. And try and keep it like that. You know, make things work. I'll be working on myself.. my bad unnecessary habits, but as long as we know that we're both down for each other, then i think we'll be just fine. Our worst might already be behind us, so lets keep our head up, and keep looking forward. It'll all be good. You'll see.


[take a listen]

Soo young, but soo good <3

js: thanks for showing me

2nd day of 2009

So my 2nd day of 09' went almost according to plan. Woke up pretty early and headed to drive dance centre to take stu's class at 12. On the way Jel picked me up and we skytrained together since he had work. I was supposed to go with Serena but I forgot to call cause I didn't think she was actually going to come. Then sleepy head Shellaine wasn't awake yet. So I went to the class by mysewf. Once I got in and there was like 15 other people doing the class. Intimidation... Yezzzur. Stu's choreography was hella fun! There wasn't any class after so we got to just mess around. After the class we ( Stu, Leslie, and one other girl that was in the class ) went to eat at moxies downtown. Stu had to pick up a couple friends from the train station. When he came back he came back with Joe and Mike from Supreme Soul. Yeah so the six of us were just having dinner at moxies! Yeah! Haha I was pretty stunned but it was cool. =)

Got on the skytrain and headed home. I got home at 5 and changed as fast as I could and got to work at 5:05 haha late 5 mins but nobody saw ;). Work was pretty slow for a friday night. A lot of the times I had nothing to do, not even fold napkins we already had to many. So after a slack night at work I got home at 11 something and then passed out very quickly cause I was exaughsted.

So for the 2nd day of 09 it was pretty damn good :)

First day of the year

So I'm sitting in this chair watching the tv ( sorta ) listening to michael Jackson, just chilling and thinking about what I'm going to do tmr.
today I didn't do anything besides going to my cousins house and chilling. But tomorrrow I'm going to take stews class at drive and then I'm going out with my dad to buy him a fish and coral for his tank at home. Then I got work at 5 prolly till 9 or 10. Then if I'm allowed I'll be heading over to neks place to " eat cup cakes " =D haha.

Peace out 08! You won't be missed.... That much.

2008 was filled with good and bad. But it seems like bad has over powered yet again.

Let's try to remember some good first.
Late cab rides home :)
Late nights with the "assholes"
Late dance sessions in random spots
Late fights at night that ended in the hardest but best ways <3
Sickstylz outtings, practices, and parties.


Haha I can't remember anything else thats worth mentioning


So if I start mentioning bad things ill be on here forever.(okay maybe used a hyperbole but you know what I mean .
again peace out 08' you won't be missed... that much.



09 will be my year to gain my wings.