Amazing. I keep going back to that same place, though i know so much better. But, this time i'm actually going to do something about it. I'm going to have my fun, without any restrictions. No more holding back for nothing. I'm doing this for myself, and for no other reasons. I'm not sorry for doing this, cause i know there's no reason to be. I'm getting away. Trust.

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AALIYAH JAI RIVERA'S BAPTISM



More in detail soon enough...

{It's late, and I have school tomorrow, damnit}

Damn i miss those endless hours.

Doing it for the love of it
& Having a good time.

the weekend

-new ps3!
Thats right, my daddy bought a ps3 friday night. He really wanted it for blueray, but i'm waiting on games. So far we only got this one racing one, cause it was free. But you know, we just got it. Yay!

-sorry justin
Yeah all us SSS surrey kids wanted to go, we just had no ride. Exactly why i can't wait to start driving! But about that joke, i'm SO sorry. I did mean it when i said it, it was just funny so i was laughing at the same time. Haha it was pretty funny though. JP&Jerome made me do it. Haha sorry.

-lola is back
Finally! Family get togethers always a little different when your not here. BUT your back, so that cool. I'll see you soon.

-still a chance for me to go to Worlds/Vegas!
(no further information until i get a notice)

-earls party
What a night, huh? i haven't been intoxicated since... well lets just say its been a hell of a while, which is a good thing. Met a lot of new people. Earl, don't you love your golden candle? :) Thanks. Stupid break down, but talked it out. Thanks Joe/Queen. Chilling by the fire was the best part. It was like the after party for just the kids who were crashing. Crashed, with the other 20 billion people (hyperbole). People were everywhere. Good party Earl, good party.

-sick stylz symphony
Next morning of earls party, & we all woke up so early. Bussed with Tyrel, Moben, Young, & Antonio. Went to subway, met with Anthony & headed to richmond. Yes we weren't late :) Doing a krump routine so early from the next day of a party.. shoot that was tough. Almost made it all the way through practice, but burnt out at the end. Ride home, thanks g for not driving like a mad man this time :). Made it home safely, showerd & crashed.

-strawberries & cream <3
Been eating this every day :) YUM

I CAN'T WAIT TO BE DONE WITH THE YEAR!!!!

Animal Cruelty is not art!

Please watch this video.

Sign this petition to stop this "artist" from repeating this horrible "work of art"
PLEASE HELP STOP HIM

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I already have, & i'm No.257275

days; just wasting away

been so out of it latley. so tired, so dead, so repetative.

exhausted all the time, all day. i think i need to start drinking energy drinks if i want to stay awake the whole day.


talking about grad to the parents is offcially taboo. i know its got to be done, but i'm really pushin it.

oh dance how you bring me pain but at the same time pleasure

why is everything the same? so repetative, so bland, so yesterday. what happend to fun, surprises, change? i can't wait till this school year is over. i cant wait to get outta there, go somwhere new. it'll be one of those "new beginning" kind of things. gr.12 better be awesome, or else i'm gonna be really sad.

room is so clean. schools been so organized, its been so easy(now that i'm actually attending classes). families just fine. self..? got pretty burnt out.

braces make me speak infrofer engris. effing backwire!

its like i'm givin up, but i haven't said so. fallin out.. acually, its more like "w.e."

what the heck your back again? >=( that was fast

good part to this: the sun.
how i longed for your shine

wasting away till the return of something new

the hills

"you know, i just don't think i can wait forever until heidi wants to get off 'relationship vacation'"

Thank you spencer

KEANU KANEALII

what the..

so durring the day i was all..
bchy, sorry!
but for some reason i'm pretty
happy right now.
what the heck?
i don't understand.

oh well.
gotta go read
adios

sick stylz
its good to be back
up & running
dancing like that again
we ripped it up today
screwed up?
who currs!
it was all fun
& such a big work out
so many new faces
and many i haven't seen in a while
its the start of something completly new
we're gonna rep vancity
bringing back that oldschool flavour
next practice a bit of pop&locking
come up with new choreo
i'm gonna be back in shape in NO time
screw bus' & skytrain
CARPOOL!
i'm glad to be back on my dancing feet
its all in the name
SICK STYLZ



new schedual to follow
add ins on tuesday?
wednesday fitting
make some bucks
relax
reeeeeeeeeead


making the most of it

astrology

April 4

Leo: Avoid capricious, disrespectful or out of place reactions, and try to amend this kind of conduct and extreme attitudes, always cultivating a moderate and balanced behavior.

April5

Leo: You tried, and nope, you still can't stand a certain someone. You gave it your best shot, so don't feel bad.

I love my Ho

Serena HO that is.

How good are we at waisting a whole day?
Well, lets look back shall we?

WE WATCHED THE...
-asian version of Shutter
-& asian version of One Missed Call
w/sherman&anthony
-Step it up 2
-the 1st episode of The Hills :)
Ate food
Watched TV
Chilled with Ian
Went to langly & worked out
then drank Red Bull (stupid move)
Ate MCDs
Talked
& Didn't sleep till way to early in the am

Verdict : Very!
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Asian movies are WAY more scarey than the american versions.
I miss getting scared to scarey movies :)
Thats that GOOD SHII




go with what ever comes my way.

seriously it sucks when plans change, i think its my pet peeve. yeah no more making plans for me. i'll just go with what ever comes my way.

last few days of spring break not so great. maybe tomorrow will be better.

3rd wheel sucks. it never bothered me before, maybe its just cause i missed you. should i tell them? no, let them have their fun.

new project being worked on :)

old project coming along

new conversations always fun

doing alot of things to get me going

yay :)

"these kids are really fcking cool"



Oh those americans.

Day was turning into night. Their family came up all the way from LA/San Diego. Akward? Just a bit at first. BUT it was a their family party, so eventually we had to settle in with each other. Jed "Jedi", Andrea "Dudes" ;) & the little brother.

"Hi auntie, hi uncle".. Yeah their not family their just your familys friends haha.

An obvious topic.. Canada vs US engrish.
-pop / soda
-washroom / bathroom
-off the wall / against the wall
-pronunciation of "against" haha!
-etc..

Its always fun meeting new people, especially teaching each other new things. Games are so funny, especially when you put them all together & someone has the hardest time figuring it out haha!


"Listen did the dog die? *BANG* Who killed the dog? How many times did the dog die?"

Playing those games were fun before, but teaching them to new people, and putting all the games together was historical!

-*fart noise* .. what was that all about ? ¿
-simply drawing, you belong in LA, you should move there
-Dudes stop texting your boyfriends bestfriend on your 5 months ! haha
-what its already 3: in the am?

Later americans.
Till we meet again..

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stayed home.. damnit. Missed the meeting >:(

LOVE taking naps durring the day when the sun is just shining through the window on your face, in your warm bed, everything's organized, and you just feel SOOooOooOOO happy/relaxed/chill/good.

Dinner with nicasio's family @ the Jumanji house ;) . JACOB, you little cutie! Food was insane. Oh look my nails are pink.






Ahh good day.

LADIES DAY/NIGHT TMR.

Just something to look forward to :)





Let me ramble..

I want to teach so bad.
Seriously serena, we're doing it this summer, I SWEAR :D !
I love dancing.
I miss dancing.
I wanted to teach, and compete a duo, or trio, or even a group.
Oh wait I am in one.
I just wanted to teach..
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-So its taking all spring break. BUT i'm still paciently waiting.
-grad...
-i don't like strangers in my house
-my phone is messed
-I love dunies, but i love free ones better

GOTs this........................................WANTs this.
-notebooks are so useful
-i don't think i've taken one picture this spring break :S
-i got fun dip today. i haven't gotten it in so long
-"my last 1st kiss" tamia live, SO GOOD!

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Yeah the days not over..yet, but so far it hasn't been the greatest. Why make plans if your not going to go through with them? *sigh*


Huh i forgot what the date was till now.

Oh my..

Oh my...i strongly dislike when plans suddenly change
& i strongly dislike when i waist my money on stupid shh.

stick to the plan.

Oh my ... how could i forget about the 1st group with their hidden identity (masks). You might be thinking of Jaba.. but no, this group Prepix had no idea about Jaba, especially being on the other side of the world (practically). But their mask, was a one time thing, and their creativity is so original. You'll see what i mean with the 2nd video. <3




How attractive
Cassius99, love this song.

patiently waiting...

stay calm, it will come.

a day in the break of spring

[See what i just did there? I switched it up, just like what i did with my day yesterday!]

I get so nervous is not even funny. But i did it :) yay me. Wednesday here i come :$

Guildford is almost like my hometown. Went over to a friends place, got kinda bored but then he showed me book and i discovered a new (to me) /old artist. Yeah stencil graffiti is already cool, but the way Banksy does it... he just takes it to another level. So much inspo. He's so talented, but all the credits goes to an anonymous Banksy. Genius.


Sitting in the food court with the 3 others, and this mother and her baby sit at the table next to us. I look over at the little boy, and he looks and me and has the cuttest smile on his face. The weird but cute thing about it was that his smile was like one of those smiles that guys do when they're trying to hit on a girl. It was so STRANGE, but so so so CUTE. He looked over at miko, and then gave him the most evil look. Crazy, i know! But the four of us kept looking at him and he just kept smiling. You could just see that he Loved the attention. He was so cute, especially with his little young Jackson curls. Adorable.

[Lets see.. bus; catch up; skytrain; reminisce; bus; rockband; eat; rockband; chill; poetry slam]

My first live Poetry Slam @ Cafe Deux Soleil. I was so stoked for the whole day to see what it would be like. I kinda had high expectations, but i thought it was pretty cool from seeing, listening, and being at this Cafe with hard core poets. These people that performed have no shyness for being infront of an audience and putting it ALL OUT there. Mostly all of them used free-verse, and they really knew what they we're saying. I loved the way their range of vocabulary was so unlimited and the way they just put it all together. It was pretty crazy. But finally, Mr. Arevalo had his turn. He was so nervous before he got on, but when he started speaking into the mic, he owned his words, and sucked you into his story. "Mr. Imagination" became an image in your mind. I'm proud of you Francis. You've gone a long way since the 8th grade. Its gonna be hard topping your 1st performance. *snap snap snap snap*


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Another good day.