How Far?

"How far will you go to prove to me that i'm wrong,

Show me that i'm strong,

By your words; through a song?

You see so much more in me that i can't see in myself,

Like i store it on a shelf,

But you make me bring it down by myself.

You make me go through those hard times just so i can realize

Those lies,

That i've been tryn'a hide

Deep inside

That i've been tryn' to escape.

So i can't fake it to the world,

You see i am your girl,

And nothing else matters in the world,

Except that you are with me.

Then again i ask you,

How far will you go

Just to let me know

That you'll still be here when i'm down,

Tell me

How far will you go?"

-03.11.07

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Look how far you went. & for me.. i made it this far, why stop trying now? I'm thankful for the pushes, for the forgiveness, for the arguments, and for the discipline. I needed all of that, and i'm thankful for it too. There is too much in the past to forget about in the future. I cannot go anywhere else but forwards from here. I'm not going back to that, i just know it. Just like i know that i'm going to prove it to them. I can't exactly explain, i just know. I just hope that you know too.

I can only be angry with myself, because thats who put me here