How is it that my insides feel flooded.

Blooded; seeping through my weak feeling body.

How is it that my heart is broken

When it never really was fixed to begin with?

Still bleeding from the first shock of impact

That was created by

Your once stupid uncaring actions.

Played me for a fool

Played my heart for a tool.

You thought you could rule

... but it was just cruel.

Drip drip drop

I still hear the blood drippin'

I'm trippin'

Like it was on March 10

Same dark feelings

Room is spinning

Hurt & scared 'cause i'm lost

In my own world.

Trapped in my own body

Not sure of what to do

But just ..

Drip drip drop

The tears are now drippin'

They leave unseen stains

But my, my eyes puff up

Like i've been beat up.

My eyes can't lie

They don't lie.

I have been beaten

Beat by revealed secrets,

Broken promises,

& an ex-lovers ex-trust.

Beat up because it hit me real hard.

Like my tears

It leaves stains,

No scars.

Yet not on my body,

But on my heart.

Say what was once Love?